Surprises !!!!

Surprises are always good and as always people say it helps us to grow but i dont know how far does this surprise lets me grow....infact i wonder whether this was a surprise at all bcoz i was involved in it from begining .......now, i face a question did i expected anything of this sort somewhere round the corner??? or was i totally pure in helping out whom i taught was no different from others and i guess i was pure enough......but who cares this bloody shit because it happened finally and i turned up with no answer :(