Numbers :)

It was not cricket match which used to interest me when i first started watching cricket.....it was more to do with the numbers .....I used to think of it as more of a numbers game and used to do all sorts of analysis by writing each ball by ball update on a book which i used to maintain specifically for cricket match......even today the majority of work i do i relate to numbers and in someway it works out ......it took me quite a while to understand as why i like certain things and now when i look back at all my favorite things , there are numbers and only numbers in it all the way !!!

Feels Good !!

I am totally a different kind of a person when i am with someone i love, someone i admire....there is totally a different mindset and i could see and feel those incidents and i am sure that the other person feels the same....it feels as if i am pumped with tons of energy from nowhere ....these are certain things which makes me feel good and helps me to go further ahead :)

Reserved----Overcome
Shyness---Overcome
Short-temper----Almost all overcome
Communication-----Lots to improve upon
Effort-----Still bad at giving my 100%
Expressing myself------not up to the mark but quite happy with improvement :)
Writing----Overcome
Unnecessary questions and talks------haven't stopped asking yet(improving)
Thinking capabilities------Should Improve a lot

Tough Days !!!

Last month has been one of toughest months .....too many things happening at same time and that too emotional things .....ufff it drains brain out thinking on those terms......the fact that i am slowly having an impact of whats happening , i need to act quickly enough to ensure myself back to normal

My Journey !!!!!

Less than a month to go.....time is running and i am still doing the basics .....i don't know whether i would be able to keep up the pace or not.....whether i would be able to do it or not ....all my fitness and energy levels need to be at its best and even my health is some sort of concern :(.....i knew that its going to be in my list of memorable experiences and i would face hell of a time but come what may i am going to overcome all odds at all costs and do this trip :)

Focus of interest !

All of a sudden my focus of interest have changed in the past few days ....there is something much more important that i need to do and again this is something which i haven't done before but seems like that i am pretty good at this :)

v thought

Even if every reason to exist in the world ceases, I would still love to see how does it feel like getting something from V ....wonder how long does it take ;) :P

గురు బ్రహ్మా గురు విష్ణు గురు దేవో మహేశ్వర
గురు సాక్షాత్ పరబ్రహ్మ తస్మై శ్ర్రీ గురవే నమః

Big Guns are back !!!

It took 6 months for one and 18 months for other to be back on track.....nothing seems to be changed and they haven't disappointed me by any means :)

Clarification !!

Now a days i am trying to discover myself and i ended up with certain clarification on two most important questions.....questions which truly simplifies life....

What I like to do ---- this would be something i would do lifetime even during my happy,sad,tough whatever the situation may be

What I have to do ----this would be something that i will do because i am not of this kind but i have to do

Surprises !!!!

Surprises are always good and as always people say it helps us to grow but i dont know how far does this surprise lets me grow....infact i wonder whether this was a surprise at all bcoz i was involved in it from begining .......now, i face a question did i expected anything of this sort somewhere round the corner??? or was i totally pure in helping out whom i taught was no different from others and i guess i was pure enough......but who cares this bloody shit because it happened finally and i turned up with no answer :(

Questions ???

Last year i ended up with so many questions for which i dont have any clue ......before that too there were questions but questions for which i knew answers......all this change has something to do with my way of thinking and looking at things.... and let me tell finding answers for these questions never seems to be easy :)

Back on track !!!

The past few days have been satisfying enough considering what I have been going through last few weeks and even more than that its the confidence that's building up in me.

Finally,finding some sort of rhythm and needs to keep it going and this time around I should take care that I dont over enjoy my success