Do I have Courage To pull my own leg???????

Since last two to there weeks there is only Maths that’s going around me all the time. This was the same situation that I was going through some time ago and at that time I didn’t have the knowledge of what’s around me and I didn't took any decision. So, that made me spent 4 years in the traditional mode, doing little more than what the environment around me suggested I should do. The direction that I am traveling in is ultimately and very unlikely going to take to a place where I would be very happy.

But these years have not been spent in vain. They have been busy teaching me just how much the traditional path does not correlate to my true passions… in this way my past two years really helped me.It really helped me to figure out what I want to do and really now I started enjoying both my work and at the same time doing something which I always wanted to do. By doing things that I like to do may be I am diverting from my present life quite a bit in fact it is somewhat like living my present life and future life at same time.

But these are only the part-time solutions that I could find out to make myself happy and I don’t think so in the long run I would be happy by doing things this way. In doing things the same way, I know that I can’t reach much further but at the same time I need a strong base to start of my life on a fresh note.

So,the option that I am left with is stopping things that I am doing now. This kind of transformation would be a remarkable one. It’s the daunting personal challenge that I can make but at same time it may turn out to be a painful decision. But that's how lyf is for me ,to travel on an un-traveled path that I believe will lead to the doorstep of my dreams. To do just that though, takes hope, and risk, and love. But beyond all of that, it takes unrestricted courage.

So do I have courage to pull my own leg???? Only time will answer this question.

Stop Waiting!!!!

I do have this bad habit of postponing (or) waiting for right time to start new activity......By this, I never knew that I was the one who was stopping myself to progress, I was the one who was pausing my own life.....Down the line all these years Still I have not found perfect time to kick off....

Now I have realized that is there is no such time called perfect time.....It doesn't exist at all....It's just a Way of making excuse, creating obstacles that aren't actually there......Even now if I don't think of making any move may be I would be forever waiting for and to be precise enough I would be stagnant

And, Friends those who are thinking to stop Drinking, Smoking,Starting new activity etc.. after a week,month or whatever the reason may be ...Please STOP WAITING ! and try to do it now coz there doesn't exists anything called PERFECT TIME

HAPpyzZZZZ

I was just wondering yest y do i get so xcited or feel so happy now a days about things which are relatively not that significant or hapenning in one's life on a day to day basis.....and even more interesting thing about this is I do enjoy it more when I share it with others.......

Two questions always arise from this is that
1) Do I know how to be happy with the small things that happen around me or is it that i never xperienced the bigger things or toughest part of life yet????
(AND)
2) Is it that rest of them know but they don't try to xpress or Is it that they are never happy with what they have got ?

I really don't know the answers for the above ......

In fact the thing that made be think about all this is about my weight loss I am into 89 now and it's been quite an achievement to reach from 101 to 89 ;) in 4 months .......Even When I was writing this 2 lines It made me feel so happy :P

First Blog Post

So through this I have established myself online....have been thinking for long time now to start different phase of life or infact re-boot my life which has been running all these yrs in a similar sort of way and blogging is the first step of my boot process ........infact in my school days i used to write diary but since I lost it stopped writing and it took me 8 yrs now again to start.....May be Restarting life is a bit difficult thing to do (atleast for me) since it took me all these yrs to do it again ........Finally, dont expect any sort of information or technical things from this blog :)