Do I have Courage To pull my own leg???????

Since last two to there weeks there is only Maths that’s going around me all the time. This was the same situation that I was going through some time ago and at that time I didn’t have the knowledge of what’s around me and I didn't took any decision. So, that made me spent 4 years in the traditional mode, doing little more than what the environment around me suggested I should do. The direction that I am traveling in is ultimately and very unlikely going to take to a place where I would be very happy.

But these years have not been spent in vain. They have been busy teaching me just how much the traditional path does not correlate to my true passions… in this way my past two years really helped me.It really helped me to figure out what I want to do and really now I started enjoying both my work and at the same time doing something which I always wanted to do. By doing things that I like to do may be I am diverting from my present life quite a bit in fact it is somewhat like living my present life and future life at same time.

But these are only the part-time solutions that I could find out to make myself happy and I don’t think so in the long run I would be happy by doing things this way. In doing things the same way, I know that I can’t reach much further but at the same time I need a strong base to start of my life on a fresh note.

So,the option that I am left with is stopping things that I am doing now. This kind of transformation would be a remarkable one. It’s the daunting personal challenge that I can make but at same time it may turn out to be a painful decision. But that's how lyf is for me ,to travel on an un-traveled path that I believe will lead to the doorstep of my dreams. To do just that though, takes hope, and risk, and love. But beyond all of that, it takes unrestricted courage.

So do I have courage to pull my own leg???? Only time will answer this question.